I don't know

I never got your number
Am I reading into your smile?
Or am I reading between your lips?
Was that a spark? Am I imagining this?
Maybe you got somewhere to be
And I'm afraid of what the answer will be
So instead, I watch you leave
Maybe my soulmate died, I don't know
Maybe I don't have a soul
What if I saw you on the train last night and I just walked on by?
What if I never let you in?
And now you're with somebody who did
All of this miscommunication, indecisiveness, be patient
Not the type to take a risk
But now I'm worried I'll regret this
It's a fear of rеjection
It's a hope for redеmption
Maybe you got somewhere to be
And I'm afraid of what the answer will be
Instead, I watch you leave
Maybe my soulmate died, I don't know
Maybe I don't have a soul
What if I saw you on the train last night and I just walked on by?
What if I never let you in?
And now you're with somebody who did
All of this miscommunication, indecisiveness, be patient
Always second-guessing
Always second-guessing (maybe my soulmate died)
Always second-guessing
Always second-guessing
Maybe my soulmate died, I don't know
Maybe I don't have a soul
What if I saw you on the train last night and I just walked on by?

Rasanya

Tau nggak? 

Enggak, enggak tauuu. 

Tolong kasih tahu bukan tempe.

Sesak.

Makin kesini makin kesana, lah loh lah loh. haheho. huhuhuu.

Dunia ini tidak adil. Ya, sepakat. Tidak adil menurut kita, manusia. 

Bukan Sang Pencipta.

Ada kalanya merasa lelah, capek, mau menyerah tapi lalu ingat, tanggungjawab. Tanggungjawab pada diri sendiri.

Manusia diberi akal untuk berpikir. Iya, betul.

Tapi tapi, ada hal-hal kalau dipikir-pikir enggak terlalu dipikir juga sebenarnya yang memunculkan pertanyaan kok iso i loh??

Ruwet.

Diem-diem nangis adalah adegan yang wajar. Untuk menumpahkan rasa di dada yang tak kuasa dibendung. Supaya sedikit lega. Sepertinya. Semoga saja.

Need someone to talk? Maybe.

Entahlah

TTM.

Tertarik pada Typing yang Menarik.

#maksa #wkwkwk

Enggak tau kenapa, suka. 

Oh ada, oh bisa gitu.

Dah, belum bisa nulis panjang.

Masih ngantuk mau lanjut tidur tapi belum packing, harus berangkat pagi ini ke bandara. 

Bye.