hey! hola! halo!

Gimana kabar? Sudah lama tidak begadang dan hari ini entah kenapa mata enggak mau merem. Tumben. Scrol scrooooll. Jeleknya kalau megang hape tuh lupa waktu bablas aja tau-tau udah dinihari. Trus menyesal tapi diulang lagi di kemudian waktu.  Tapi tapi karena pegang hape jadi tau info, meski lewat gambar. Aku senang. Ohh jadi gini, oh jadi gitu. Menterjemahkan keterangan yang tersurat maupun tersirat dari sebuah gambar. 

gak ada hak gak ada hak untuk marah gak ada hak untuk minta penjelasan gak ada hak untuk tahu apalagi tempe kok gini kok gitu apa iya, apa tidak dahlah yang terjadi sudah terjadi, mau digimanakan gimana, udah gak tau sambungannya melambaikan tangan, dadah-dadah sesuk arep tuku sandal

I never got your number Am I reading into your smile? Or am I reading between your lips? Was that a spark? Am I imagining this? Maybe you got somewhere to be And I'm afraid of what the answer will be So instead, I watch you leave Maybe my soulmate died, I don't know Maybe I don't have a soul What if I saw you on the train last night and I just walked on by? What if I never let you in? And now you're with somebody who did All of this miscommunication, indecisiveness, be patient Not the type to take a risk But now I'm worried I'll regret this It's a fear of rеjection It's a hope for redеmption Maybe you got somewhere to be And I'm afraid of what the answer will be Instead, I watch you leave Maybe my soulmate died, I don't know Maybe I don't have a soul What if I saw you on the train last night and I just walked on by? What if I never let you in? And now you're with somebody who did All of this miscommunication, indecisiveness, be patient Al...

Tau nggak?  Enggak, enggak tauuu.  Tolong kasih tahu bukan tempe. Rasanya : Sesak. Makin kesini makin kesana, lah loh lah loh. haheho. huhuhuu. Dunia ini tidak adil. Ya, sepakat. Tidak adil menurut kita, manusia.  Ada kalanya merasa lelah, capek, mau menyerah. Manusia diberi akal untuk berpikir. Iya, betul. Tapi tapi, ada hal-hal kalau dipikir-pikir, enggak terlalu dipikir juga sebenarnya, yang memunculkan pertanyaan kok iso i loh? Ruwet. Diem-diem nangis adalah adegan yang wajar di usia puluhan. Untuk menumpahkan rasa di dada yang tak kuasa dibendung. Supaya sedikit lega. Sepertinya. Semoga saja. Need someone to talk? Maybe. info : punten, bakso ini gak enak. tapi kadung dipoto yo ku postinglah. wkwkwk.

Mengetahui ada sosok kamu, itu contohnya (hehehe) BAHAGIA.  Akhirnya berhasil. 

5th of November When I walked you home That's when I nearly said it But then said "Forget it" and froze Do you remember? You probably don't 'Cause the sparks in the sky Took a hold of your eyes while we spoke Yesterday, drank way too much And stayed up too late Started to write but I wanna say Deleted the message, but I still remember it said I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til 3 And you can't fall asleep Waiting for me to reply I wish I was more than just someone you walk by Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open Instead of just hoping You'd feel what I'm feeling inside April the 7th And nothing has changed It's hard to get by When you're still on my mind every day Sometimes I question If you feel the same? Do we make stupid jokes? Trying to hide that we're both too afraid to say I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til 3 And you ca...